His eyes, filled with such deep emotions. I pitied him. Actually regretting of the decisions I just have made. Maybe this is not the right time – to say yes to Rai. I lift his head. And I saw what my face was when I felt this. It’s just pitiful.
With the big chance, he pressed his lips onto mine. Not thinking of anything but the desperate need of his heart for my love. I didn’t felt annoyed or irritated. I felt the warmth, the intense love I was longing for. The love I was once giving to someone. Now it’s like it was returned to me. My shattered heart was whole again.
“I’m sorry, Mia,” he said. Face downward.
“No...Uhm...It’s okay.” I said not expecting myself to be like this.
“Now, can you explain everything? Answer all my questions.” With those teary eyes again, he said.
“Okay, yeah. I was going to say yes to Rai. But..--- ”
“Yeah . I guess he’s more deserving.” Cutting my sentence off.
“Please let me finish my sentences first.” I demanded.
“I’m sorry.”
“But this whole event is shaking my head off. So, for now, I wouldn’t.”
Amazed with what I have said
“Really? Then, would you give me a chance to prove myself?”
“Of... course.” I grinned.
“Thank you.”
“…Very much.” He said between breathes.
He smiled. Feeling better. He wiped all his tears and faced me again. He was desperate. He loved me so much that he was afraid—afraid that I would fall with another guy. The message was all in his eyes, traveling into mine. And affecting all the systems in my brain. Like it was corrupting my brain.
Another day has begun. It was sunny, like the sun was going to burst out. I put some sun block, SPF 80. And I got out of my well organized room. There was a weird setting outside. Red and white roses all flowed onto the little pond forming a “143” sign. What kind of idiot would do this? Perhaps…….
Chapter 7 ended
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